Want to see what death looks like?

...Well here ya go...

This one is death on drugs!

WILL THIS EVER END!!??

Hope For Holli

As most of you know I have been going threw alot of health problems. The main one right now is I am in need of a surgery to have a stint placed in me that will help keep my bladder and kidney functioning. My wonderful health insurance provider will not approve this surgery. The surgery is $40,000 dollars. Who has that kind of cash just laying around? Certainly not me. My friend Mckenna has been kind enough to create a foundation for me that people can donate money to help me get this life altering surgery. Every penny counts and means so much to me. I appreciate everyones love, support and thoughts and prayers. Mckenna, I can not thank you enough for doing this for me you are amazing this means so much to me! Thank you Mckenna and to everyone else! I love you all!!

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Dear Select Health

Attention to The Appeals Office of Select Health,

After putting much thought and concideration just as you did with my appeals form I have decided to write you and tell you to take your denial form you sent me and shove it up your ass!

Thanks.

Your sick and dying patient who will not get any better with you as my insurance provider,

Holli Ridley.

My Life

Here is what I have been doing lately. I have been laying in bed sick for weeks. So sick that I had to have the Doctor come to me at home!

Does your doctor do that?..... Yeah I didn't think so. My doctor is freaking kick ass.

If I'm lucky I make it to work. . . Ya that doesnt happen very often.

I can't eat anything. I puke. Everything. My diet consists of Ensure and sprite. Mmm mmm

My head is pounding. I'm pretty sure that I hold the record for the worlds longest headache.

I now have a permanent picc line in my arm that I will wear until I get my surgery approved. My mom took video of them putting it in. Maybe I'll post that. Probably not though. They gave me pink bandages for it. That was nice of them.

I got a letter from my insurance company saying that they recieved my appeal form and to please stop faxing it in every day ( Haha... Ya right.) They said that they have 30 to 60 days to give me an answer. Please everyone keep crossing everything you can on your body so I get a YES for surgery... Because if they say no you will continue to hear me whine on my blog.

I have been living with Meagen since my room at home is being occupied with a baseball player. I have so much fun living with Meagen and Tonka. I wish I could move in for long times. Think Meagen would accept Sprite and Cheesecake for rent. Probably not. Oh well.. I miss my room.. and Marilyn, and Audrey and James.

I'm really trying to get back into blogging. Sometimes work has it blocked and sometimes its unblocked. And it seems like when its unblocked I am always to busy to blog.

I hate my sidekick. Its a piece of crap. Worst $400.00 dollars I have ever spent. Well probably not ever. I have bought a lot of crap. Does anyone want to buy it from me?

I can't believe Summer is over. I am really sad that I only was able to make it to like 3 baseball games all season long. I miss my Summer family =( I can't believe how much my life has had to change since I first got sick in March. Ugh

Uhh.. Dude your in my seat

Yes I know that I have not blogged in forever. I can't even make up an excuse for myself and say " Oh my gosh I have just been so busy." Becuase well I have no life.. I'm just a crappy blogger. Whatever.But this was totally blog worthy!

As I am enjoying a day on the front desk .. and by enjoying I mean slapping my pretend to care about you smile on my face but secretly watching the clock and waiting for it to say 3 pm so that I can go home.. ya know.. doing nothing just playing on the internet so it looks like im doing something important when really im not doing anything at all im just reading Perez Hilton and trying to put words into mixed up letters on some game site I found that isn't blocked here... I read the Orem Po Po RepotsTried to do a snap shot or whatever of the website but it didn't work so I just have to type in what it says.

"Victim reported that someone entered his house sometime between 03:00 and 07:00And stole his laptop and season tickets to BYU Football. Entry was made through an open window"

So.... it doesn't take a genius to figure out how to find the guy who stole your tickets.. Go to opening game and see who is sitting in your season ticket seats!Ha. I laughed. Hard.

Also... I have a hole in my favorite work shirt. What the fu?Maybe I should call in sick due to my hole.

Wait..

Ew.

These past 2 days at work have actually been enjoyable... our elevators are broken... Downer for the guests but the repair guy is super cute... Plus for me!!!! Hehe!